It's 1:45 a.m in the morning of the eighteenth day of 2017 and I'm in my dorm room, half listening to my roommate singing and half listening to Conan Gray's Sometime.
The last post I did here was on August 2016 - almost half a year ago? And for some reason, while I was binge watching Conan Gray's video and listening to his amazing voice singing the tunes of his original songs, I felt like writing here again.
If anyone's reading this -- Hi! but first of all how on earth did you even get here?
So, out of curiosity I scrolled through my old blog posts (which most of them have been reverted to drafts) and my oh my, there's almost 300 posts here with the first one dated back to 2009 - and I assume very cringe-worthy haha!
Looking back, and looking where I am now, so many things have changed. I used to write at home, in this tiny room next to my parents' bedroom, getting all excited to edit the photos I was gonna use for that day's post. And right now, I'm in my dorm room with my desk and bed scattered with notes for my final exams, and I'm on my laptop contemplating whether to post this dull writing, How different. I wonder where all the excitement and enthusiasm went.
Anyhow, my last actual life update post was probably something about how my life in boarding school was -- and I probably made it sound like it was an adventure or something. So in the span of my last actual post to today; I've graduated high school, had a super long holiday, did my Foundation in Science studies and recently got accepted into the Faculty of Engineering at a local university! Oh and am currently studying for my final exam. Ok wow, 2 years ago I would not even had imagined me being here, doing what I'm doing right now. The 17-year-old me must've imagined the 20-year-old me studying overseas in the science field or something right now.
Oh yeah -- newsflash; I'm 20 this year! Well, not yet, I'm only 19-years and 2-months old. So technically I'm still a teenager, right? (still in absolute denial) hahah, yeah, 20's a weird age. Everyone's on such different paths and phases of life. Including me.
Maybe I'll write again some other time.
For now; thank you for reading!
And I hope it's not too late to wish you a Happy 2017! (yes it's late i know, shut up)