There are points in life when I know what I’m doing,
where I’m going, what I’m aiming for.
But most of the times,
I feel like I’m drowning, carried away by the waves;
helpless, directionless.
Most of the times, I feel like I’m swarmed;
lemas dalam lautan keresahan,
with things I have no knowledge on,
with things I can’t seem to handle,
things I can’t cope with.
Hanyut, lemas, sesat.
Lost in the labyrinth of life.
It almost feels like I’m going through a dark tunnel,
and instead of a light waiting at the end,
there’s the unknown —
and that is far far scarier than anything I’ve seen.
-Znot
