It's probably nothing.
It's probably just in my head.
but sometimes,
everything feels so suffocating.
getting up from the bed feels so hard.
getting dressed feels like a chore.
going down to buy food feels so tiring.
It's probably nothing.
but days like these,
they visit me ever so often,
and even though I don't welcome them,
they take up a big part of me,
and it makes me tired -
mentally, physically.
It feels like my mind is shutting down,
and I don't want to think of anything.
no, I can't think of anything -
even if I've an important date coming up,
even if the due date is a few hours away.
I wish days like this don't exist.
I wish it gets easier.
But every single time these days come to visit,
my mind starts to slowly shut down,
my body decides to not move,
and everything feels so suffocating.
I wish it would stop visiting me.
